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I want to write something to help me stop thinking so much but I don't want to sound geeky.

I'm listening to classical music whilst studying. It helps me concentrate.

I have real issues focusing.

BORED IN MY ROOM

I'm sitting in my room trying to study but its not going that well. I havent been able to study at all today. Starting to feel stressed about my exams. Its not even that hard really, why am I making such a big deal out of this?

Because I was so eagerly trying to do anything else but reading through my books, I had a look through my old pictures from last year. You can really see the difference in my face. I've grown a tummy as well. I've never had problems with my weight ever. And I eat... A LOT!

Well something needs to be done. I need to start eating less and exercise more. My skin looks pale and unhealthy as well.

Ok, I gotta start making something happen, I've been on the same page for hours now!!!

Peace

DO I LOOK AS DIRTY AS I LOOK?

I've started to listen more to heavy metal now. Well, I don't know if its heavy metal really, but its definitely hard rock. I really love how ... hard and aggressive it sounds.

I watched a boxing film just now - Girlfight with michelle rodriguez.

Damn I love the looks of that woman.

Shes just too hot!

Watching them train really made me miss the time I was training boxing. It really is the best thing ever feeling fit, and I loved how the coach was so strict. I'm thinking about going for a jog maybe once or twice a week just to see how that would f

eel. I mean I haven't trained boxing since I was 17, but I haven't trained well in over a year now, its starting to make me feel uncomfortable to be honest. I'm not overly obsessed with my weight but I am keen on keeping myself in shape at least. Its just that I HATE running, and that without a partner. Going to the gym is

too costy + is far and the same goes with martial arts. Now thats nothing to even consider because its triple the pay!!! So I guess I'll just have to bite on the sour apple.

My birthdays tomorrow.

I just want my money put in that savings account I opened yesterday.

I've been searching for jobs to make that happen this week. I was actually hoping I'd continue with my dental nursing course, so we'l

l see if I get that kind of chance by a dental practice (I've already applied for a few).

Heres some pic you might enjoy laughing at...

Guess I wanted to illustrate how to brush your teeth and to not look good doing it...

Image two is taken from when I was recording my lastest upload on youtube. Can be tiring having to re-take your vids because you're not happy with one small fake sounding tone or some facial expression I made that made me look weird.

OBSERVE: My mouth was totally open, naturally to make me look more sexy ofcourse.

Ok, tired.

Gonna study and then sleep.

Goodnight, God speed.

ON YOUR KNEES

If you look like this ----->

You know where to find me! ;)

NEW PICS!

I had some new pictures taken.

I needed to do that, its been too long since I had new ones up on the website.

What do you think? :)

MY DOGS + SIS

i wanna runaway

NT NT NT

2 hand-ins left and then I'm for for Christmas break! I can't believe its already half-term now, I'll be turning 21 in less than a month!

I need to find myself a job now so I can start saving some money.

I want to start some kind of business but I haven't really figured out what exactly I want to do. I want to work abroad this summer, maybe I'll go to Sweden, I've been thinking about that for a while now.

There has been a lot of fuss about the new government wanting to form a new legislation for tuition fees if you haven't already heard about it on the news. University sntudents have been protesting for weeks now. Today the decision has been made and I'm in chock.

They actually are going through with it! With 21 votes more on their side!!! Stupid liberal-democrats. THEY ARE GOING TO RAISE TUITION FEES UP TO 12,000 POUNDS BY 2012!!!

If thats the case then I'm out of here.

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