ON YOUR KNEES

If you look like this ----->

You know where to find me! ;)

NEW PICS!

I had some new pictures taken.

I needed to do that, its been too long since I had new ones up on the website.

What do you think? :)

MY DOGS + SIS

i wanna runaway

NT NT NT

2 hand-ins left and then I'm for for Christmas break! I can't believe its already half-term now, I'll be turning 21 in less than a month!

I need to find myself a job now so I can start saving some money.

I want to start some kind of business but I haven't really figured out what exactly I want to do. I want to work abroad this summer, maybe I'll go to Sweden, I've been thinking about that for a while now.

There has been a lot of fuss about the new government wanting to form a new legislation for tuition fees if you haven't already heard about it on the news. University sntudents have been protesting for weeks now. Today the decision has been made and I'm in chock.

They actually are going through with it! With 21 votes more on their side!!! Stupid liberal-democrats. THEY ARE GOING TO RAISE TUITION FEES UP TO 12,000 POUNDS BY 2012!!!

If thats the case then I'm out of here.

BBC LIVE

And then there was rain...

Even though you are miles away

from the centre of guilt

I am still here

Because of you

The way the sun lights your world, bright with its might

The same way it shall also set into dark, as you have set mine.

The forgotten one*

LET IT SNOW *NOT*

OMG its snowing in UK now and everything has been shut off. Took me 4 hours to get home from a usually 50 minute route from London Bridge to Orpington. I was sooo tired, the pic if from when I finally got off from the train and had to walk all the 25 minutes home because my mom couldn't drive in the snow. It was impossible!
Snow is not that bad though, it has it pros. Look at my dawg hahaha, he gets that snow stuck on him which he love to eat it!!! He's the cutest :)

Off to write a lab report which is due TOMORROW (!)

God have mercy, pray for me!

A

ANNOUNCEMENT

Fishplate - made by my sister.

Uni went well, and tomorrow my parents are coming back from Sweden, so I gotta clean the whole house and find time to make some calls as well.

Apparently my blog is getting boring and dramatic.

Just thought I'd lay it up for you readers, this blog is about my life.

I write what I feel like writing, and its all real.

So I'm sorry if I've "disappointed" some of you, I honestly don't know what you expected. My aim was to involve people in my personal life, but if I'm boring you out I'm sorry to hear. You dont have to read!

With that said I'm off to bed

Wishing all my dear readers a goodnight and...

Dont forget

Music is life

Peace

Why are you doing this?

SUMMARIZED BIOGRAPHY

Ayda is a talented young woman who has been burning for music since childhood.

Her parents began to notice her talent when she was at around eight years of age.

It wasn't until at sixteen when she took the music to a new level, and this thanks to her father.

Aydas father who was a great role model for her during her early teenage years said that a real artist writes their own songs, are original and play an instrument. This was when Ayda started learning the guitar.

As an imitation of the guitar playing, she also then start to write songs, and wrote her first song when she was only sixteen.

"Many people can sing, even better than I, but being an artist is so much more than that." said Ayda.

Aydas texts is very much about love in different forms, feelings of betrayal, hatred and relationships, but there are also social issues that she takes up in some songs.

"It's all about conveying a feeling to the listener, I want songs to sound magical."

During her early writing years, Ayda found a lot of her inspiration from Lauryn Hill, which has contributed not only to one of Aydas most heavy tracks from but has also influenced her style today.

Ayda- who turns 21 January the 8th 2011 - graduated in 2008 from an international high school in Gothenburg, Sweden with more than mediocre grades. She moved that same summer to England to study and has now been living there for more than two years.

She is currently studying the Psychology degree.

Ayda can not see a future without music, and she can't live without it.

"i just want my music to be heard. I don't really care about the rest".

AM I LYING TO MYSELF?

or am I just egocentric?

you said you needed time,

i get that.

but it aint fair either, not like this.

i just dont understand, i can't make sense to any of it

and even though i try to avoid thinking of it, i can't stop but thinking

if you're trying to tell me something else

unexpectable

but on second thought maybe it isn't that unexpected

either way, i hate being in the middle lane

the situations just getting more stressful.

by the day

Robyn 'Indestructible' (Official Video)

I'm a long way from home...

MY LIFE

I really need to do this....

Make it right and make it work

I just wish I'd be better prepared for life

I mean I don't even know how to pay a damn bill.

Talk about being independent.

I have no hope for tomorrow

Most of the times

The present is only there for you to get passed it.

And I just wanna shut the hell up till we reach newyear. So I can finally reach to you.

For a minute or two at least.

Goodnight

DONT FORGET ABOUT YOUR HEART

You know how people always tell you not to think with your heart but your mind?

When I was really lost, I went really low for a while and took advice from the wrong people.

But I did take a good piece of advice which has really helped me a lot whenever I feel the same confusion;

What do you feel, in your heart, that is best for YOU?

I realized I'd been rabbling about all sorts of things that were either good or bad, but never thought of what I thought was the best for me.

Think about that, and keep that in mind when you really are clueless as to what to do.

I'll never stop listening to my heart.

Ayda - Rendered for Your Love (ORIGINAL)

BEFORE AND AFTER

NEW HAIR COLOR!

I need to take new pictures of myself.

But I thought I'd color my hair first, to kinda get into winter mood.

I've been wanting to do something with my hair for some time.

I'm getting a black color again. Yeah I know what you think, "uh, dont you already have black hair?"

Yeah well, no. I have dark brown. You can actuall

y see a difference, believe it or not.

I'll give you after-pics as soon as I've taken decent pics of myself, that is, NOT in my bedroom with my pj's on!

Have a good night my loved ones

THANK YOU!

I just read a message I got from one of my youtube followers from the US.

Reading that message really did make me feel better. If I didn't have that, I dont know what I would do...

Thank you Kevin for enlightening my day!

Ayda - Everybody Here (Jeff Buckley Cover)

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NEW COVER

I've been asking for requests in the discussion board on my Facebook Page and have now uploaded a cover.

Its the only song by Jeff Buckley that I love - EVERYBODY HERE WANTS YOU

You can DL it here; http://www.megaupload.com/?d=0G72XJJJ

Do you like it?

Here is his video

SONG OF THE DAY

What ever happened to them? I still love this beautiful song. Its magnificent.

HARDSHIP

Hard times are on their way... Bring it on bitch, BOOOM!

Kill me.

no words

i dont even feel like writing or even moving my fingers for that matter so ill just leave the rest blank

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