GREATER THINGS ARE AWAITING

I'm BACK!
In Sthlm at the moment, heading towards Gothenburg in a few minutes.
This weekend has been a BLAST!

I don't wanna say too much but let me just tell you that
Greater things are finally coming my way, im just here waiting

Aydalicious

dont...

leave..

IT IS WRITTEN

Slumdog Millionare

inspired melody Download it HERE

ILL TAKE WHAT I CAN GET

I had the most horrible nightmare last night, which I hadn't had for so long.

The nightmare lasted the whole night, I've never had anything like it before.

I was waking up several times in the middle of the night, just to fall back into the same dream again. You could guess how bad I felt in the morning..

It was as if my fear had become a reality, and even though I was prepared and waiting to embrace it, when it did happen, I was appalled. Damn that sadness was overwhelming.

Rejection at its worst degree.

I fear letting go, I fear coming close.

Fear of being used, fear of getting hurt again

A nice young man I know put the words in another way I hadn't thought of before.

"Knowing he wants you and at the same time knowing he can't be with you, he also knows he can be with you passionately. Why would he say no? It's not like he only wants you for your body. But he'll take what little he can get".

So the question is, should I say no?

1CLICK2FAME

Stevie Lang is a wicked vocalist and song coach who I met for the first time competing at the music competition in April last year.

Here is a picture of me and her at her studio in London, where we met again for the recording of one of my songs which will be uploaded on the website sometime this next week.

Loveyou woman!

Thank you for last time

Ayda

KING OF THE GAME

"People sell their soul just to play a role in the game"

I bet you've heard about that phrase before, or even said it yourself

Cheating on who you are and what you stand for to get your deal.

Thats what people usually think of.

I view it a bit differently tho,

It depends on how you chose to outplay yourself

To play your cards right that, that is.

I don't sell myself,

I don't act like someone else

I just work my around.

Thats a difference.

Sometimes you gotta do what you need to get what you want

Its crazy world, so you go crazy with it

Cause in the end its a game you're playing, but I'm the one setting the rules.

Man this sounded way better in the shower.

If you ask me tomorrow I'd say I don't know what I was talking about

Lol