my friday afternoon

i slept late last night, i think around 4.30 am - and my dad woke me up this morning at 9am saying that the guy who fixing the curtains was going to arrive soon, and i needed to get up since he was going to come into my room. ah. i hate to wake up early in the mornings.

anyways, we decided to go to town, my mom wanted

to buy curtains cause the deal we were offered with the guy who came by today didnt work out.

i also sent in my application form to block busters video store (LOL) and will be starting to apply for more vacancies soon.

heres some pics!

another day

On my way to the JobCentre.

My bus stop haha

The pathway to my house

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I just got off the phone and thought i'd write a quicky.

been at the gym today, first time in soo long! it feels real good.

my body akhes from the training haha, but i just find it nice, i feel healthy haha.

i brought the camera to take some pictures but my dad forgot to take pictures, so ull just have to use ure imagination haha

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im extreemly exhausted

gonna take a nap before we eat at the restauant

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Finally!

went to london for an interview at the job centre today.

since i need to be eligible for a job, im

required to have a national insurance number, and that was what i went to request today.

i know, its going so slow, and you're probably wondering why i am dragging out on the process so much. honestly, i, myself dont know why really. well i do know WHY, but thats not really an excuse. or maybe it is. NO! it shouldnt be. haha. thinking out loud again.

but the interview went well eitherway , and i should have my NI no. within four weeks.

haha, my first job application will be at blockbuster (the video rental shop) HAHAHAHA oh lord - shoot me.

but better than nothing i presume + its close to my house.

london underground on my way in the train...

oh yeah, did i tell you i have eksema?

its really nasty. well, not nasty, but my arms, mouth, my throat, and the area around my eyes are red, dry and itchy - so i can't really wear any make-up at the moment.

it usually becomes that way during wintertime...

really annoying stuff.

take a look at this pic & you'll se that my eyes are a bit swollen on the lid and under the eye.

well well then. with that said, im off to bed now, times 1.32 in the morning and tomorrow im off the to the gym for the first time in .... 2 years! GOD! i need to get my fitness going... hmmm

ciao!

Just wanted to show you what I had for lunch today. It's something my mom made up. She gave me a sample of the meat and then asked me what kind of meat it was. Whichever animal I said was wrong. In the end she told me it was TOFU! lol hahaha, it tasted exactly like any meat. I dont know what the other thing to the left is called, but it was really good as well, along with the potatoes dipped in cream fresh sauce. gah, im hungry again, gotta eat some carrots now.

hello

today is a good day, and better than the last entry i wrote.

im at home, as usual. sitting on my desk writing and listenting to Clair De Lune by Debussy. this is my absolute favorite version of it by Ronan O'hora. i've been listening to it on the cd i got from my 14h birthday i believe it was. Listen to it;

i've been feeling sooo passive the passive lately, havnt been looking for a job, searched for courses to take, i havnt even been writing music. i hate feeling so... UNPRODUCTIVE!

i've been recording sooo many times for youtube, but it just gets wrong each time, and i end up not uploading it hahaha. SO DONT THINK I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING, its just that i want it to be perfect for you haha :)

i've been working on so many songs now but it very difficult to proceed sometimes because i feel so limited. i dont really mean to complain or anything. its just that it sometimes feels hard doing everything on my own all the time. the reason im it is that way is because its hard to find someone who understands, and is on the same level as i am.

i gave people a try but eventually stopped bothering after a few attempts haha

However in the meantime, i have made my new moon song downloadable - so if you want you can download it here:)

im off now, the whole house is freaking cold now because all the elements are broken or w/e, my hands are getting really cold atm.

ciao!

i feel so bad right now my arms feel lifeless and heavy as im writing.

what a screw up. when i finally meet someone great, i somehow always mess it up.

Im BACK

been a while now.

i'm sorry for my ignorance and i guess there really is'nt any excuse to it.

haha, i feel like a naughty student who forgot to do her homework lol.

i had my first gig in the uk almost 2 weeks ago. and i've also met some really nice belgian guys based in north london who wrote to me on youtube, offering me free studio time.

this way i can finally start recording some songs and make a nice demo.

autumn has arrived now i can smell it ; chilly morning breezes and a lot of rain.

i usually walk my dog in a nice park in the mornings, and ive noticed the leaves are falling from the trees.

i havnt been writing as much for the past couple of weeks because, well ive had... a distraction.

haha. wont say more! but it feels really good.

check out the gig (video above) by the way.

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