Ayda

hello

today is a good day, and better than the last entry i wrote.

im at home, as usual. sitting on my desk writing and listenting to Clair De Lune by Debussy. this is my absolute favorite version of it by Ronan O'hora. i've been listening to it on the cd i got from my 14h birthday i believe it was. Listen to it;

i've been feeling sooo passive the passive lately, havnt been looking for a job, searched for courses to take, i havnt even been writing music. i hate feeling so... UNPRODUCTIVE!

i've been recording sooo many times for youtube, but it just gets wrong each time, and i end up not uploading it hahaha. SO DONT THINK I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING, its just that i want it to be perfect for you haha :)

i've been working on so many songs now but it very difficult to proceed sometimes because i feel so limited. i dont really mean to complain or anything. its just that it sometimes feels hard doing everything on my own all the time. the reason im it is that way is because its hard to find someone who understands, and is on the same level as i am.

i gave people a try but eventually stopped bothering after a few attempts haha

However in the meantime, i have made my new moon song downloadable - so if you want you can download it here:)

im off now, the whole house is freaking cold now because all the elements are broken or w/e, my hands are getting really cold atm.

ciao!