Ayda

i woke up just five minutes ago. what weird dreams i had.

weird as in totally irrelevant and confusing. many of the last things i dreamt was supposed to be things i remembered from my childhood. except that, those things never really happened. i dreamt of my friends' babybrother (whom ive never even met) and we were stuck together under water in some old building. but being under water wasnt an issue, i still could breath under it! haha weird. we eventually got out because we knew what key to use in order to unlock the "code" under water. lol so weird! it sounds so silly but i had to write it down. whats even more weird is what i dreamt after that. i cant remember how but suddenly i was at a really young age and we were playing football at a green and muddy field somewhere and i was in love with a boy. i cant really remember what happened inbetween other than the fact that this boy really tried to irritate me all the time and one day i "beat" him by taking down this flag from a pillar and everybody where cheering. then i was older and he was too. and we were together? a gathering of some sort- a wedding? everybody were happy...

i can only say we were together by the way he made me feel and the way he looked at me. its funny because ive never seen this man in my life (white, cherry lips, well equipped physic, tall and kind, which was totally opposite from when we were younger...)in the end of the gathering his fathers ex wife (his mom) had come and his father was suddenly so . this guy (i cant remember his name) said something that sounded like "dad has got his favorite drug again, look at him"

then we went out from some big brown two-doored gate and i suddenly hugged him and started crying because i was so happy.

the last thing i dreamt was when me and my family were just about to buy a big bucket of ice-cream mmm hahaha!

if anyone knows how to interpret dreams please let me know what that meant lol, id like to know.