Just a lil Poem I wrote 2 years ago...

January 8th 2010

No more "I Love You"'s.

Time just makes me more confused

Broken and used, bruised and abused

I've had it with this shit now, I've got no more to loose

I still "Walk around at night feeling weak"

The pain still, makes it hard to speak

Yea I know I have lost my mind, I'm drifting through

time

This place, your face, it leaves traces - I can't leave my mind no other space it's like its possesed

And I've had it with you,

Now I'm gonna pull it through

Tell me the truth, tell me what was I supposed to do

You left me waiting up all night like a crazy fool and feeling lonely and blue

Why? I don't have a clue

I was and I am stuck into you - just like glue - but where were you leading me to, not even you knew

Times of affection were far too few so baby I'm sorry to tell you but we are through!

Now don't get me wrong you know that I love you

But I just can't deal with it no longer

I gotta hold on to that little pride thats left and rebuild myself stronger

Honey I've been here before

A boy trapped inside a mans body, I can't take it no more

All the screaming and shouting just made my throat mor

e sour

Times spent crying on the bedroom floor now I'm up leaving the door

So don't tell me I didn't try to complete the mission

Baby, it was YOU that put us into this position

The selfleaded execution

So this is my last goodbye

And no it aint no lie

That you weren't man enough to be my guy